Tag Archives: mental health

A New Life

It was the first time, and it wouldn’t be the last. Deflated. I started bleeding pink yesterday, so I’ve taken a pregnancy test today. Even if I were pregnant it’s too late to do anything now. The test came back negative. … Continue reading

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Rock Bottom

Today I hit another rock bottom. I didn’t allow myself to feel down as I’m always so busy. I could not see my life going forward and improving.

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Life Coach

I’ve been really productive at work and home today which has helped lift my mood, as it usually does. I don’t have time to be depressed.

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Sad Summer

I wanted to unfollow my Auntie and Uncle’s posts from my Facebook timeline as it hurts to see them manipulate the extended family but then I realised that My Auntie has unfriended me.

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Rationalising

One of my school friends always said that I could write a book on my life, so I decided to write this public blog instead, while keeping my identity private. I write because it helps rationalise my thoughts.

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Final farewell

I texted my Brother C asking when he’s next seeing Gran and Grandad, Friday. I think that is too soon for me at the moment. I keep thinking about the message my Gran wrote in the card, wondering if it … Continue reading

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Deliberate damage

We haven’t got a working kettle at the moment, we noticed it was leaking water from the bottom after my older Brother had been around ours decorating. It’s a pretty big coincidence that we notice our things are broken after … Continue reading

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